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School is coming to end and thus is ending my Junior year in high school. It is going to be my senior year next year, and even though it IS my senior year, I can't help but be a little scared. I keep getting reminded by my dad to remember to apply for housing as soon as i'm done applying for SFSU (because housing is soooo hard to get into) To think that this will be the last year with my friends is a little nervewracking. Just saying my good byes at the end of senior year will probably be the hardest thing to do because these girls have saved me. They saved from becoming a depressed, suicidal person who would have possibly been trying to take my pains away from alcohol or drugs.

On the other hand, I cannot wait!

Chapman************
San Diego State
SFSU

Please, let one choose me (especially Chapman!!)

has been incredible.




LEAGUE CHAMPIONS FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!!

After we found out, We all went hoarse from screaming so loud and we all jumped in the pool, including me, who had only clothes on (AKA a white shirt) I so beat Lindsay at the wet t-shirt contest

I have to say: This has been one of the most depressing Spring Breaks I've been on. During the course of this week, around 5-8 deaths have happened near. It is just scary. It seems like someone just let the Grim Reaper free this week, and he has been claiming the lives of as many people as he wishes, especially ones behind the wheel of a car. It just shows how much we have to live life to the fullest while also being careful now and then.

The Deaths:
Lawrence Kutner- Ok, he's just a character on House, but still, he was my favorite. On Monday, he was found to have committed suicide. Yes, there was no lead-up, but still it is realistic. I remember when I was little, my doctor was such a nice guy. He always smiling and laughing. One day, I found out he wasn't working anymore because he died in a car accident. A couple months later, I found that to be a lie. It turns out he shot himself in the head. Even though Kutner's death was rushed, it still can be viewed realistically.

Nick Adenhart-Just a message to all the dumbasses out there, I hope BY NOW you know that driving under the influence has grave consequences, like killing a 22 year Angels pitcher who was at the height of his career. I just hope you guys are smart now.

Turns out later on in the week, two teenagers died by speeding, three people on Interstate 5 died by speeding at 3 A.M, and a big car accident closed off the whole freeway and made people, including me, take a 2 hour detour.

I guess God didn't want us to drive this week.

San Francisco has been my vacation destination every spring break since I was literally born. My mom's family is here so every spring break, summer, thanksgiving, etc, we've come up here. Since it is Spring Break right now, I'm course I'm up here. I'm also in the end my junior year which means college decision making. Everyone is convinced that i'm going to San Francisco State, a college that i've been wanting to go to since I was 10. I love the city, I love the campus, but I've been thinking..Have I gotten tired of the city? I have only been here 17 times. I've seen it all. I've seen Fisherman's Wharf, I've seen Haight Ashbury, I've seen the Bay Bridge. I constantly think in my head what it would be like to actually live here without seeing my family, but actually trying to make a living...and go to college XD


Well I would definitely fit in XD

Hopefully I get into Chapman first.

Best thing about living in San Fran?? I'll be away from Bianca...haha Just kidding!!

was good. I admit I was little bored throughout the 2 1/2 hour movie, mainly due to already what was going to happen because I read the graphic novel XD

Still pretty good! Every single super hero kicks major ass! I just loved Adrian and Laurie XD

I hate it, but its just because I'm bitter that I'm single for every V-day XD

Yes I have, but it is only because I can't hold in XD. No one has never done it to me because I yell out really loud to avoid hearing it!

Ok, I think I have found the Death Note in my house. My mom mysteriously found a pocket book with about 5-6 names written in it each day. It's kind of creepy. It makes me think that Light wants me to be his heir to KIRA XD. Too bad the Shinigami hasnt shown up yet!

A couple hours ago, I was watching Hellsing on Youtube, and I happened to notice there was an arguement over religon...again. So just to get a view, I was cruising around Anti-Jesus sites. Wow...Dear Lord..I agreed with those people so much it wasn't even funny....I'll elaborate more on that later.

Now for my "at the moment" obessions:
1.Kevin Connolly- Its weird, I used to love Adrian Grenier on EnTourage, but I then noticed Kevin Connolly, and now he's the new reason I watch Entourage (Plus he has more lines and is more important).


2. Kevin Jonas- Yes, Yes, I'll admit it. His band is a guilty pleasure of mine to listen to, but I am not ashamed to be crushing on him. Seriously, why doesn't this guy get any love? He is, hands down, the hottest one in that band.


3. Jeopardy- I have my good nights, where I know absolutely everything, and then I have my bad nights, where I don't know shit. This show however is addicting! I can't get enough of it.


4. D-Gray Man- Thanks Taylor for getting me into it. I'm just hoping it won't turn into a Naruto like anime, and be all commercial and stuff. It's just like Bleach...except better!!




Also one more thing. I'm praying I will be able to drop out of French! I seriously cannot take it anymore. It is dropping my GPA down the drain. Now before any assholes or bitches call me a quitter, let me just tell you: Is dropping a class in order to keep my GPA high to get into college a defintion of quitter? I don't think so. I think staying in French and not giving a shit about it is being a quitter, so yeah.

Ok, so thanks to Taylor and Rachel and taking me to anime LA, I've sort of become an otaku again. I'm in love with Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts now, which back in the day I could nor stand! ANIME AX 2009!!! I don't know who I'm going to cosplay as. I know Haruhi from OHHC for my skit, but also maybe Yuna FFX or Xigbar..who knows?

Yes, I spend my free time figuring out stuff for AX XD


Ok after a long wait, I finally got my screenwriting book and film book! Also my video production class is this Wednesday. 3 hour class....oh fun, but if it lets me get into film..so be it!

Thank for showing me that there more communties than the music ones on here..

B/c of you, I was up until 1 am surfing on them ;)

Date- 10/4/08
Time- 9:57 pm

I just finished seeing Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. I loved it alot for some reason. I was just thinking the whole time that I would love a guy like him. So laidback, and actually had some decent taste b/c god knows you cant find him anymore. I would just love to meet a person who actually knew who Pretty Girls Make Graves were or headbang along to The Devil Wears Prada. Ita just amazing how blind people are to good music nowadays.

It was funny. In class one day, we could put one of our ipods on the speakers and for some reason they wanted to put mine on the speakers. I laughed how they went through the whole class period trying to find a Chris Brown song, or Flo Rida or whatever..

Not that that music is bad or anything. I have to say, I'm addicted to the song American Boy ^_^


Anyhoo, Nick and Norah's was amazing. Nuff said.

So yesterday was our school's famous Disco Day. The school was filled of color, glitter and... PEACE SIGNS?! What the hell people? Get your eras right please. It wasn't 60s day, it was 70s day. That doesnt mean to pull out your tie dye shirts and peace sign necklaces! I swear, There are people at school who claim to know the 70s, but still wore peace signs and tie dye shirts! i'm not saying I'm a complete disco buff, but I'm stupid enough to think that peace signs were 70s.



Anyway, the dance was probably the best night of my life (so far). Even though our football team lost big time at the game, the dance made up for it. Even though I'm a junior, this was my first attempt at "freaking". Man, was that fun. Making sandwiches with my friends, dancing with cute men (including a guy that my friend happened to like. Sorry!). I've been to a lot of dances, but this one has been my favorite so far. It's weird considering I went last year and I didn't have a good time due to drama issues.

I so cannot wait to have another dance like this, because God knows Homecoming, Winter Formal, and Prom will not be the same ^_^

I'm new here and I love Jodi's books! I've only read a few so far, but i can't wait to read more of them! They are just so amazing!!

PART ONE: About You
++ Your name: Yaz
++ Age: 16
++ Location:California
++ Top Three Favorite Bands: I couldn't make up my mind. I love so much! Mostly indie rock and hard rock though
++ Top Three Favorite Films: The Dark Knight, Garden State, Becoming Jane
++ Other Favorite Authors (besides Jodi): I dont really have a favorite author. If it sounds good, I'll read it =)

PART TWO: About Jodi
++ How long have you been a fan?:Just found out about her this year..so about 11 months
++ What was the first of Jodi's novels that you read?: Nineteen Minutes
++ What was the most recent of Jodi's novels that you read?: I'm currently reading The 10th Circle.
++ Favorite Jodi Picoult novel: Salem Falls. I don't think I've ever been more addicted to a book.
++ Least favorite: I'm not really liking The 10th Circle
++ Favorite one of Jodi's characters: I kinda want to punch every character in the face, but I do like Jack from Salem Falls

PART THREE: Random
++ Saddest moment in a Picoult book: The ending of My Sister's Keeper =(
++ Happiest moment?: When the girl got the heart in Change of Heart.
++ The moment that made you want to scream the most: The ending of "My Sister's Keeper" and "salem falls"
++ Best ending?: * 19 MInutes
++ Worst ending?: * The Pact..I don't know why, I just didn't feel finished with it.
++ Let's talk about Jordan MacAffee. What do you think about him?: hes gotta stop hating his clients haha
++ Let's say that The Pact is being made into a feature film, hypothetically. (We know it's already been a Lifetime movie, and it sucked.) Who would you cast as Chris Harte and Emily Gold?: hmmm....i really don't know..
++ Which Picoult character would you want as your boyfriend?: Peter. Maybe If i didn't make him feel as lonely, he wouldn't of done what he did =(
++ And which character would you want as your best friend?: I want to punch all those female characters in the face..so no one!!
++ Which one of Picoult's characters do you most identify with? Why?: Peter. I know what its like to be
++ What's one subject that you are dying for Jodi to write about?: I don't know- she always surprises me//

I was thinking the other day of what I wanted to do with my life. I certainly didn't know. All I knew was that I wanted to be around film or magazine publishing.

I was surfing around the internet and I was craving new music badly (This is why I love LJ. Free music!!)

Anyway I was on Alternate Press.com and was realizing.. hey I like music, I like magazne publishing. It was from then on that I want to be working at AP magazine ^_^

Hope I make it..kind of. I actually can't stand it, but I need to be on it so i can join water polo...so yeah...hope i make swim team!!!!

I'm happy! I made a video for my sister's team party and they loved it! It really made me consider doing more film editing in the future ^_^


Also my friend Bianca got a response from Ryan Ross from AIM. Hyperventilating in the car was fun....


LMAO <3

Ok, so this is my first post on my 2nd LJ so yeah.. here goes..


So tonight, at my water polo game, which I sucked, I let the player I was guarding score.. My coach took me out and asked if I was taking this seriously.  I just stared at her, because really, I didn't really know. Do I like water polo so much? I mean, I'm the worst player on the team really.. I'm the slowest. I can never finish in time to see what we're doing next, and I can never keep up. So I thought,"Am I doing it on purpose?" To be honest, at first why I joined was only to get fit. I didn't really care what sport it was, but once I get the hang of it, I really liked it, but I'm still crap compared to the other girls people call "our team". They're half the reason I "don't take it seriously" If you do one thing wrong, they talk shit at the sideline. I think about quitting everyday, but I'm aiming to do this all 4 years, or at least 2 so I don't have to do PE.


Personally, now that I think about it, I get up at 5 am on MY summer vacation to get to 6 am practice. Now doesn't that sound like committment to you? It does to me! I'm not going to let people scare me, because I'll never go away.. I bet they wish it, but I won't!


Dang.. I never knew blurting out your emotions on an online diary would feel so good.. ^_^